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Facing my fear at weathering Heights......

Im Such A Loner

its been really a while since my last post. I'm even surprise Im writing this post with the most korneks title.
December 16, 2008: first of d' 9 morning mass. i went to church alone. I've been attending this for the last 5 years. one thing really i notice... everybody is with there someone special, it's either with there family or with there GF/Bf. i hate it when d exchange peace vows. they either kiss or hug each other and i have none.
December 24, 2008: Christmas eve. i went home. my bro was not there, only my lolo. we spent each other d Christmas. at exactly 12:00, im alone again. wondering outside why?
December 27, 2008: i got an accident. i went to the hospital, alone again. few friends came.
but at d end of d day, no-one is there with me. I was expecting for some friends to drop by with in a week, but no one came. i cant elaborate more on this stupid problem of mine.

i know there must be something wrong with me. if there is someone out there reading this whom they consider themselves as my friends, can you please tell me whats wrong with me... maybe i can change for the better.