Facing my fear at weathering Heights......

Im Such A Loner

its been really a while since my last post. I'm even surprise Im writing this post with the most korneks title.
December 16, 2008: first of d' 9 morning mass. i went to church alone. I've been attending this for the last 5 years. one thing really i notice... everybody is with there someone special, it's either with there family or with there GF/Bf. i hate it when d exchange peace vows. they either kiss or hug each other and i have none.
December 24, 2008: Christmas eve. i went home. my bro was not there, only my lolo. we spent each other d Christmas. at exactly 12:00, im alone again. wondering outside why?
December 27, 2008: i got an accident. i went to the hospital, alone again. few friends came.
but at d end of d day, no-one is there with me. I was expecting for some friends to drop by with in a week, but no one came. i cant elaborate more on this stupid problem of mine.

i know there must be something wrong with me. if there is someone out there reading this whom they consider themselves as my friends, can you please tell me whats wrong with me... maybe i can change for the better.

View from the Top

a view of lake balinsasayaw! suya!!

PAPAYA???

REACT!!! suyaa dagay!!!

Our First Bikini Photoshot..

This was our first Bikini Shot. Location? Manjuyod Sand Bar.. only the four of us went to cover the event (Me, Randy Mikay & Argey the 1 who took this pic..). enjoyed a lot since this was my 1st time.. Argey was in-charge taking pics, i was the 1 assigned for the video, Randy was for downloading, and Mikay was???????(hehehheheh... Peace Yagit!) she was the the one taking the studio shot..(before this.). the experience was awesome.. seeing pretty girls in two piece (is that what u call it??). Taking video was fun but editing was really tough ( i had a shaky output! damned my hands!)..

Imprisoned...

Have you ever tried being imprisoned? Prison is the punishment that keeps on taking. Long after the individual has regretted his or her sin and wishes to go back to living a productive life, he must stay in prison wasting his precious years on this earth. Almost anything you take from a man can be given back except time. He can never reclaim the time that was stolen from him. He can never experience his children growing up for they are already grown. He can never experience those precious moments with his wife for most likely she has moved on. Of all the crimes that man commits to go to prison, in 99% of cases, the crime of prison the society perpetrates on man is worse...

Road Trip....

It was Saturday early morning. I was with Argey (our Master Photographer). We have nothing to do, so, we decided to have a "Roadtrip". we went to Mabinay using our company car (actually, its not a car... just a motorcyle.). On our way, we dropped by into some nice places that we can take pics. The 1st stop was at in a Old Church... the church was really nice. you can feel its American like style. The next was not so far from the 1st, it was in a old train in of Central Azucarera De Bais (CAB).. (is this the correct spelling?).. the train was also very old (we like old hahhh!!..) but you can still see its main engine.. the next was in a birds eye view place... i think it was already in Mabinay or still way to Mabinay... we did really enjoyed there.. we dreamed that the land that we saw was ours (hahhahahahah)....And the most hatred part was when we encountered problem with our company car( again, just a motorcyle.. hehhehe) and i tried fixing it (ows!! i know How??). I got my hand dirty so i just washed it with the rain water on the street (ewwwww!!!!). im not good in writing, right??? sowe!!